Sunday, October 30, 2011
New Beginning!
Today is a bright ne w day and new beginning. I'll begin with the news that Ryan and I are no longer together and its definitely for the best. He got Lucille and I got my life back.
This school year began with craziness. My grandmother was in the hospital for routine procedures but ended up having bypass surgery and then pneumonia. She is now better and has lost 21 lbs. She is recovery faster than anyone expected. I'm grateful for that! Mom moved to Florida to be with David. They will be getting married in a civil ceremony either in December or March depending on when they can get it together!
I'm still at Texas Tech University majoring in Theatre, hoping to finish by December 2012. I have enjoyed school since it began in August. It is nice to be surrounded by people that love the same things you do. I'm finally happy again and it isn't because of any guy and it never will again.
Bigger and better news!!!!!:
I GOT INTO THE STUDY ABROAD PROGRAM!
I will be headed to Reims, France May 30th 2012 to June 30th 2012!!!
If you want to help me get there! Please let me know!!!
Saturday, July 9, 2011
I know...
Are women/men really built for monogamy?
As a society we have more people worried about their other halves cheating than we have worried about bills that we need to pay. I feel like heart fails me every time I even contemplate my other half cheating on me. I have no reason to think that he is going to leave me yet I still wonder if he looks at other girls the same way he looks at me. I worry he is going to find someone completely better than me. I know I'm being ridiculous at points but at the same time I am almost positive that women/men also go through what I am going through everyday. I just wish I didn't feel alone in this.
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Loves of my life....
As you'll notice I have "loves" not "love" of my life. I have several things/people that mean the world to me. If I did not have these things in my life I don't know where I would be today.
1. Family- I love being around them. Yes, they can get annoying and aggravate the crap out of me but I still love them. Jeff, is my little brother and means the world to me. I consider him to be one of my best friends (I think he feels the same). Mom, she is my rock. If I need any advice I go to her, even if I don't like what she has to say. Normally I already know what she is going to say. Grandma...that woman cracks me up. She is the light that brightens my day when it is gloomy. I know I can always rely on her to give me hope. David, my older brother, we have been through a ton but I know that he has my back and I, sometimes, have his. He also knows I'll keep it real with him and that no matter what my opinions won't change. Aunt Janet, she is always fun to go to the movies with and have a relaxing time. She is fun to be around as long as someone hasn't pissed her off. LOL
2. Friends- I have so many friends I don't know if I'll be able to list everyone. To everyone that I do not list, it isn't because I don't love you and you aren't apart of my awesome life its because there are too many to list and this would be the longest blog ever...and I don't know if I'm willing to be a Guinness World Record holder yet. Samantha, we've known each other almost our entire lives and have lived through my many ups and downs. Parker, crazy. I've known him since pre-school. Mary and Shanna, I can't believe almost 3 years ago I met you girls. You girls have helped me through everything I dealt with up in Montana and now here in Lubbock. I love you and all my PI DeeGees so much! Cait! Oh wow, I can't believe she is getting married. I met her only a two years ago. She is hilarious and looks like Cindy Lu Who (I think thats how you spell it). Janelle, she is my big sister from Pi Chapter DG and I love her immensely! I absolutely look up to her. She is an amazingly strong woman and I am proud to have her as my sister. Teri, gah that girl, we've been through hell and back and I don't know how I would have survived without her there at my side. I hope that we can go back to France one day and relive our sophmore trip! Mel, she is amazing! She is also dating an Army man, which is funny cause last time I checked we both knew our guys before the military and didn't know we would end up with them. Now we are in the same boat. I love having someone know what I go through and vice versa. It makes life easy. Mikey, I met him through my ex and I am glad I did, cause the ex may have been a douche but Mikey is awesome! He is like a big brother to me. He helped me through all of the drama last year. Dee and Neva, amazing women. I would not have met Neva without Dee. Dee and I met through boot-camp. They are strong and extremely independent women and I love them immensely! Trish, she may be a year older than me in age but that girl is my equal when it comes to having fun. I love our double feature days.
3. Ryan- we will hit a year May 28th and we are going camping. Yay. I've known him since junior high and I always had a crush on him but never thought anything more of it. Then a few days after I got back from Montana, he and I got together. He is amazing, sweet, and caring. I love him with all of my heart and I can't wait to see what the next year brings.
4. Animals- Lucille and Byntly. They may piss me off sometimes but when they are asleep they are angels. Lucy sleeps with her eyes open and Byntly lays anywhere, especially on top of Lucy. They may chase each other and fight but they do love each other sometimes.
5. Theatre- I am extremely passionate about theatre and acting. If it weren't for acting in high school I would definitely not be living my dream by getting a degree in it now. I love to make people laugh and cry.
Monday, January 3, 2011
Only One More...
One more Monday til school starts.
Lucille is the newest addition to my family, along with Ryan's. We saw her at the pound and knew she belonged with us. She is an amazing little thing. Doesn't bark but maybe once or twice since we've had her. She eats, drinks and then she poops....sometimes not in that order and confuses us a little. She cuddles with us, and its the best. The cats are starting to get acquainted with her, she isn't too sure how to deal with them just yet. Anyway here's a picture...
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