No Matter How Far You Try to Go....

I love my little brother with all of my heart and there are a lot of different things going on in his life that seem to want to bring him down. I have to stand by and watch as my best friend in the entire world seems to disappear and fall into a giant black hole.

I've been known well to my family as my little brother's second mother. So as such I feel a sense of responsibility for the man he has become today. He saw how my brother treated my mother and me. He watched as I was physically abused by my older brother. He also watched as that same brother used drugs and became someone who is now in jail and dealing with different demons of his own. Of all the people in this world to be going through this, I did not expect him. I hope and pray things become clear to him that he is irreplaceable and that I love him dearly. I just wish this wasn't happening at all.