I've been in a weird jealous/envious mood. I'm trying to focus on getting through the next week because Ryan should be back in Texas by next Friday. My jealousy stems from the other women that are in my position. I haven't heard one thing from Ryan, which I know is because he is working and isn't allowed to, but I'm frustrated because some of the other women are hearing from their guys. I'm trying really hard not to care but sometimes I wonder if it's just because we aren't married and he doesn't feel the need to keep in contact with me or if he thinks I'm strong enough to handle no contact. All I know is, I am going bonkers.
I know I act all tough but sometimes all I want to hear is "I love you and miss you"... Or just say something that lets me know he is thinking about me. I am still a girl.
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