I made a mistake. Hell, I've made a lot of mistakes in my life. I rarely regret anything I have done in my past because at one point it was what I wanted. The one I regret most is turning down the chance to audition for the company manager for a theatre company in the Northeast.
I am an actor, yet I have barely any experience professionally. I don't have a very filled in resume because I never got the chance to perform once I moved from Montana. I almost feel like if I would have stayed at University of Montana I would have more chances to do what I love. I'm intimidated by the fact that most of these college students I've spent the last 4 years with, both in Montana and Texas, have more of a chance than I do. I keep hearing about all the opportunities everyone is getting. I know that I am meant for bigger and better things but I am terrified because I'm up against people 5 years younger than me for the same roles. Got to keep chugging along. Pushing and keeping the passion alive is all I can do. If that means working in community theatre until I finally burst into the world a star then so be it!
So with that said I have a choice to make. Stay in the great state of Texas (Austin to be exact) or move to L.A.
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