Today

Have you ever noticed how you aren't allowed to text someone unless they text you first? Well how is the conversation supposed to start if you don't text them or call them first? No matter what you say, you are playing a game. I hate games. I just want to know that you like spending the time to get to know me or you just don't want to know me at all. Met a guy, gave him my number, hung out with him that night, and now haven't heard from him in a few days. Just wish I knew what to do. I've always been pretty cool when it comes to guys but I guess since I've been out of the game for a few years I've lost my ability.

Today has been a day of feeling great and then feeling down. It started off well enough. Took a Classical Mythology exam which I feel I did alright on. Then Math class was just like any other with a ton of notes. After coming home and relaxing I became a little depressed. (Anyone who has or knows someone with Anxiety/Depression knows that this can be normal.) I haven't really been down in a few days, so I tried to ignore it and go work out. After working out my brain started thinking, like it does when it wants to make me feel horrible. I started thinking about how alone I am and how I may live alone for the rest of my life. Normally I am okay with the thought of living the rest of my life alone but today it hit me harder than normal. I, also, know I am not truly alone. I have a good amount of great friends and I have some pretty rock solid family. Plus, not to mention, I have an awesome dog and cat that help distract me from everyday life. For some reason today just was a little worse than the rest. I will overcome this feeling but it just takes a little time.

Sorry, once again random thought process, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Hopefully my followers wouldn't either.